LJ Idol second week! Which means I made it through the first round! I
still find it incredible but I have no time to rest on my laurels.
Second topics has been posted.
The topic for the Second week is The Missing Stair.
Let's continue the story with my LJ Idol special characters.
At
least they let me sleep on the first night, I guess they had enough
to laugh about for the moment. I spent the next day with Mike, almost
didn't see anyone else except at family lunch and diner. I only heard
them whispering behind closed doors, stopping every time I came
around.
"I'm telling you, they really like you," Mike
laughed out when I told him about my worries.
He didn't understand
how I felt, he didn't even try. It was like being back in high
school, with everyone avoiding me for a reason I couldn't imagine.
The kids back then called me V, not because I told stories about
coming from another planet as I first thought, but because I wore
trousers making a V shape between my legs. I could almost hear Mike's
family call me the fart, or something alike, these sort of things
stuck with you. Four brothers and three sisters, it was like a small
classroom, no way they would keep secret what had happened in the
bathroom.
It was around midnight. I was in my pyjama, reading
the book Mike had offered me for my birthday few weeks earlier.
Ringu. We went to the cinema to see the movie, American version, it
gave me nightmares for three weeks. I had the same black hair as
Sadako, walking out of the shower, it was her I could see in the
mirror. But the fact is, I pledged that I would read the book before
watching the movie whenever possible, so I had to read this one, even
afterwards. It was scary. I was scared and grateful that Mike was
reachable, working at his computer, letting me hold his hand every
time I felt I was going to collapse in Suzuki's horror.
I
heard three knocks at the door. Mike left his computer to open it. It
was really unlike him. He had this grin on his face, the one he only
wore when he was to talk in public as if he wanted to show everyone
that he was going to blow their mind. It wasn't really
reassuring.
"It's time," his brother said.
It was the
only one with red hair, the older. I wondered for a second where his
red hair was coming from.
"Everything is ready?" Mike
asked.
"Trust me," his brother answered looking at me
over Mike's shoulder.
He smiled, I smiled back. He walked away and
Mike turned toward me.
"Ok, get dressed, we are going out,"
he said.
"Where?" I asked.
"You'll see, they are
waiting."
It was pitch dark outside. In the country side,
there is no lights, only the sound of the wind and wild animals, a
owl, cats fighting, cicadas. I always thought cicadas would go quiet
at night, apparently here they aren't.
"Where are they?"
I asked.
Mike took my hand and didn't bother to answer. It was
making me nervous. I could see shapes growing in the darkness, behind
the trees. I wonder if they had a well somewhere hiding and a girl
fallen in there waiting for me.
We walked down the road for a bit,
going further away from the village, toward the wheat fields. Lights
were coming from far away, moving like ghosts, flash lights.
"What
are we doing here?" I asked.
"It's a game," Mike
answered.
"A game in the middle of the night," I said
getting even more confused.
"I can't tell you about it,
you'll see."
Once again that was not reassuring. I knew Mike,
I trusted him, somehow, but the rest of his family, they were just
strangers.
We reached a stone tower half in ruins. His brothers
and sisters where forming a circle in front of the entrance. The
younger one was dancing on her feet and hugging herself as if she was
cold. She was still wearing her pyjama. I smiled at her, at least I
wasn't the only one uncomfortable.
"Hum, hum," the older
one started. "All you have to do is climb on the roof," he
said.
I didn't realise he was talking to me. Everybody was staring
at me, Mike let go of my hand. Suddenly, I felt alone. I looked at
him blankly, then at each of them.
"Can we get going? I'm
freezing here," Mike's younger sister said impatiently looking
straight at me as if I was responsible.
She liked me, right.
"It's
your initiation," Mike said. "You climbed to the roof and
you pass."
Initiation for what I wanted to ask. It was
high school all over again. I thought I had finally escaped. I turned
around to leave but I didn't know where to go, it was Mike's place,
his family, we came with his car. I didn't even know if I could call
anyone to come pick me up, especially at this time of the night, that
would take hours.
"She's not gonna do it, I told you, she is
not gonna do it," one of the boy who had stood laughing at me in
the bathroom said in my back.
I stopped and walked back in front
of him. I wanted to slap him. I wanted to slap Mike for dragging me
into this but I wasn't going to back down in front of them. I took
his flash light away from him and entered the tower. That was stupid,
I was stupid. When I was younger I had always walked away and let
people laugh at me, it didn't work, it didn't make me feel better. I
decided that now that I entered university I was going to do things
differently, accept the challenges in my life. This was different.
It smelled like dust and wet earth. There were probably bats so I
directed the light toward the ground. I found stairs, I took a
careful step, slowly, expecting the wood to break under my feet but
it didn't. It cracked at each step. The tower was round, I couldn't
help but look at the centre, expecting Sadako to come out, wondering
how she had felt locked all alone in the well. Terrible, I was
becoming her. I had thoughts of revenge on Mike, on all of them but
especially on Mike. How could he do that to me? I was fulminating,
trying not to freak out, clenching my teeth so hard together not to
yell at them, that my jaws were becoming painful. The stairs was
slippery. I climbed one step at a time until my next step didn't find
a plank to stood on. I fell. The back of my head hit something sharp.
Red shapes came dancing in front of my eyes. All I could think about
was that I failed their stupid initiation. All went black.