Welcome to Mystery Monday. This week, we continue with Murder at the Conference.
Let's get back where we left off last week.
Then he wouldn't tell me what he was up to but he had his huge period of time when he needed this time alone. Then whatever I wanted was discarded as childish or not good enough. Like we couldn't go to cheap restaurants because they weren't good enough. We couldn't go to such and such event because it was childish and I couldn't wear this or that dress because they weren't proper. It made me wonder what he really wanted with me. I was comparing again. Maybe I was just not use to the complete freedom I had with Seiji.
When I told him I had a conference in China he just asked me when it was to mark it in his calendar, he never told me not to go or how long it would be and everything Christs's boyfriend probably told her. I didn't have to worry about him not liking me going and I didn't have to worry of any impact it would have on our relationship. It was my job, I had to go, I was taking some time for tourism and seeing friends and some more work on the side and it was just all fine. If that's what I wanted I could just go for it. Now somehow this was life like when I was single except that he was there around, with me none the less. Then somehow I envied him, for being able to decided what his life was about, while I just didn't know. I wanted so many things, too many things.
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