Let's start right where we left off last week.
"No, maybe... I
don't know, I never did it before and Alex never studied this way. He
stopped by last night and said that it was just a way to pretend I
was doing something without really doing it and that it was
ineffective."
And that was it. How many
time did I made that sort of time during the day or at night just to
have everything reconsidered in the morning. They say that night
gives good advices, well not so much. The fact is, night ask you to
reconsider things to bring you back to your usual state. My usual
state and Amy usual state being not doing the reading, not knowing
that stuff, just take a shower, maybe sleep a few more hours, then go
showing, I mean we all need food to live, then be too tired to do
anything, maybe chat or something, watch TV, pick up the book around
five or six in the evening, hating ourselves for not doing it earlier
and promise ourselves to do it the next day to fail at it again.
"Well, I'm doing it.
And trying it won't hurt, it's not like we have all that many things
to do. And you already started anyway. Electromagnetism is freaking
boring. It's killing me to go through it."
"Then why are you
doing it to yourself?" Amy asked.
"Because it's
necessary, because I know what I'll have when I'm done, because I
know what I'll become in the long run."
"Smarter?"
"Something closer to
the best me possible," I said.
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