The Artist's Way (Day 23) Chapter 4 part 1: Solitude Work and the dark side of the coin

Here is my review of Chapter 4. I have to say I was once again so annoyed with this chapter that I wanted to seriously quit and I think I found a method to deal with this book and sort of quit at the same time (more on that later).
I'm really annoyed with this Chapter because even though it looks good in theory it has so many flaws in covering the topic that I wasn't even sure where to start.
I had to read the part about Honest Changes twice to make sure that I actually wasn't dreaming.
It looks nice if you have no clue about how your own emotion work. It's true that you are going to have a lot of nice things about yourself coming up. But those are the easy bits. It's like how I want too bake cookies for my kids every Sunday I never realised that let me get some flour.
The problem is not with the nice bit. The problem is with the bad bits that are going to come up. The problem is with the yucky stuff about yourself that you are going to hate. This book doesn't prepare you to accept things you love when you see them consciously as a negative. And that's the main problem I have with it. Because we all love the drama in our life and we love our bad habits because they somehow make sense and there is no way it just show you the good stuff and pretend that everything is going to be all right.
The positive side only is killing me. I find it gross and exhausting. 

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WeWriWar 225: Rainbow catcher

Welcome to a new excerpt of Rainbow Catcher for the Weekend Writing Warrior and Snippet Sunday.

Now let's go back to our story.

Summary of previous episodes: Clarissa is coughing and wanted to watch Everett Cooper on TV but Jason refused, she is due to get her rainbow the next day but she seems scared, to make her feel better Jason leave the TV on. Clarissa tried to explain about rainbows, she is a big fan of Everett Cooper but Jason is not too sure about it. Clarissa complained about her dialophone but Jason needs to go to work. Before completely leaving he is thinking about getting her her rainbow. We flashed back to the meeting Jason had with a rainbow seller at the black market. Jason left Clarissa's room to go to work. Jason was talking to his boss about the rainbow coming the next day. Jason prepared the money for the rainbow in a sport bag and went to the hospital. The rainbow seller arrived for the delivery. But it was a scam and Jason prepares to go get the rainbow himself in the desert. Markus has a last surprise for him.

We start just where we left off last week.

“I don’t want to look at it, it never give anything good,” the first man answered pushing the hand of the second man away from his face.

“It’s because you can’t read properly, it’s highly worthy calculation. You don’t have a clue about maths because you didn’t take time to listen at school and preferred to go farming like a moron,” the second man answered.

The first man pushed him away and he stumbled upon his chair.

“Look who is the farmer with a dirty ass now,” the first man said grabbing his beer and drinking half of it down in one gulp leaving some foam on his moustache.

The second man stood back up not very comfortable on his legs and attacked. They were obviously both drunk.

“Stop right here,” the man behind the bar said standing in front of them behind the counter.

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Nendoroid Box Opening and Review: Megumin Kono Suba

Today, I'm opening Megumin from Kono Suba. 

I almost missed out on her in the same way that I missed out on Aqua. Aqua will be soon coming to join her though. I love her look, and I think she is an awesome addiction to my collection. She has the cutest faceplates ever. I also love her witchy outfit.  

Here is the video

And here are some pictures

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The Artist's Way (Day 22) Check in for week 3 and Ignoring red flags

So that's the end of week three of the Artist's Way project, time actually flies.
In this video, I'm going through the check in of week 3.
So I did my morning pages every day. They felt a little bit more calm than before. Like I'm not talking about as much crap, more about my productivity I guess.
I still have problem with what to consider and Artist's date because I think that everything I do is considered an artist date, that sort of defy the purpose of the all thing. I feel that an artist date has to be something a bit more special than that.
I probably had a bit of synchronicity but it could also be that I was just looking for stuff.
And yes, I consider that getting kicked out of the group was significant to my recovery in the way that I won't be ignoring the red flags or gut feelings I have about a person and waste my time on people who don't worth it. So I'm going to show the red flags I ignore at the end of the videos, there are more than that so seriously I don't even understand how I thought the association was a good idea. 

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